one day at a time...

its been 2 days since papa suffered a very very mild heart attack due to congested heart failure.. he's now in ICU..

i lack sleep... my eyes are so red from crying.. i'm an emotional wreck.. but i still went to work yesterday, although i never told my supervisor what was going on. i did not want him to get the impression that i can't do shit because i'm like this.. and i didn't want to take the day off because i'm sure dad wouldn't want me to just cry in one corner the whole day................. it's tough working under these circumstances, but what my dad's fighting for right now is tougher.. and that's what inspires me to keep on going...

='( i miss him so much..... i want him here in the living room watching our favorite comedy shows.. i want to see him laugh his heart out like there's no tomorrow... i want him to tell me to make him coffee in a very polite manner... i want him here for the holidays, that'll be the best xmas gift ever..

thank you to my friends who've been there to support me.. i appreciate it.. it's been real tough but you guys help me keep it together.. thanks again..

one day at a time dad.. one day at a time..