drowning

i started feeling very emotional today. this morning while going down the stairs towards my car, i stared at the sun and tears welled up my eyes. when i got home from work, i saw my dad sleeping in his chair and i started to cry. my dad's really sick right now, and he's.. kind of old. =( i'll post about my dad and how much i love him, more than anything else ='(, but not right now because i don't want to choke up in front of them.

fuck. i hate it when im in this mood. i just feel so sad and down, i feel like i'm drowning. so many thoughts in my head right now, so many sentiments about life, i wish i could just blurt it out here...

you guys have a good weekend, because i'm sure i won't....